We all have lusts,
But we know ourselves better.
I’ve opened my heart,
And am about to shatter.
Where have I gone?
What is this darkness?
I feel so lost,
So poor and helpless.
Staring into your gorgeous eyes,
Telling myself lies, just to look away…

Who am I now, so helpless and weak?
About to give in,
I’ve sprung a leak.
Please, just please do something,
To make me turn away,
Force my head down,
Make me look away.
Please, help me, tell me what to do.
This lust, this pain,
It’s beginning to sink through.

I’m losing myself, the girl I was before,
Only thinking of his smile…
But I can move on.
Only for a while…
Where is he leading me, down this darkened road?
I’ve lost hours of sleep,
Trying to find the right way.
Searching for the right way till morning.

Who am I now, so helpless and weak?
About to give in,
I’ve sprung a leak.
Please, just please do something,
To make me turn away,
Force my head down,
Make me look away.
Please, help me, tell me what to do.
This lust, this pain,
It’s beginning to sink through.

I’ve come to see,
From all this thought,
The real truth behind it all.
I hate you,
There’s no changing me,
I hate you,
Let me be free.